Life is weird. You may think you know the near future - but anything can happen. My life is a complete mess at the moment and I don't have much strenght to write updates. I'm so sorry for that. I feel guilty for neglecting you, my dear readers. Without you this blog wouldn't exist. I hope you understand. I hope things will get better soon: I'm running away from this city by moving to Helsinki. Funny. I quite rarely escape - and part of the reasons for my location switch is my new job - but at the moment I really do feel like I'm escaping. Escaping from images, smells and sad decay.
In the end, everything will work out okay. Knowing that helps only a little bit when the moments are eating me alive - but soon I get to settle down into new surroundings. That brings so much other things to concentrate on. New places, new atmospheres, new home - new people.
It's not that I would hate things in Turku. There are secret places that only few know here, there are all the moments sitting at the river side under sun. Theater bridge, the old market place, friendly smiles, old people speaking strong dialect, the walking street... There are people that I've grown fond of. People I care about. And love.
I do have friends in Helsinki but not that much. If you'd like to have a coffee with me or something, leave a comment and tell me your e-mail address. Help me to build new safety net around me.
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